lessons

in a dark room staring at the four walls .drowning in an overflowing dam of thoughts & feelings as flashes of the past occurrences taunt me.I only wished i had realized earlier that we are in a world of unexplained mysteries ... I have learnt that it is taking me a long time to become the person i want to be.Don't we all wish we can turn back the hands of time and retrace our steps?don't we all wish to erase a certain chapter in our lives?don't we all wish not to get hurt by friends?don't we all wish for things we cant have?don't we all wish to have true friends around us?two words in this last question stayed with me!! true friends!!does it really exist?then it hit me!!!doing all you can with your heart for your so called true friends will never make them any better or change their attitudes..i then realized that we don't have to change friends once we realize that friends change..life teaches us lessons the most important thing is what you get from them and how you apply them in the future and that maturity has to do with your experiences and what you have learnt from them and less to do with how many years you have lived...