douleur dans mon ame....sorrow in my soulll

I feel this agonizing pain in my heart,sadness has overshadowed the happiness I once felt,hate has taken over the love I once knew and laughter has turned into idle tears.These tears are from the depths of some divine despair that rise in my heart,I have been lying and thinking of how to find my soul a home!!!!a home it once had....so now I pray and meditate not giving up because I know that hope abides so therefore I abide .I am still alive ,these dark clouds will disappear,the morning sun will appear once again and happiness will overshadow sadness once again........