unexpectedly he breezed by unexpectedly our eyes met!!!!on the spot he took my breathe away,trying to catch it as i sipped on my juice trying my best to control my self and not act suspicious....thinking of how a human being can make your heart race so fast....he smiled at me & said hi i smiled back admiring this being created so beautifully...i had to come up with one of my plans & quick ....b4 i miss on this chance of what could be...what to do i thought to myself battling with my mind....in a state of confusion,blood rushing to my head...then i went blank
words cant describe this beauty he stands before me an infallible piece,defying perfection there i stair at him wishing i could have him .....dreaming of being with him....all this happening in split seconds....and then my worst fear... there she was ...he had a girl...i felt my heart being stabbed over and over then our eyes met & i geared at her with a thousand daggers...wishing he could be locked away with me to appease my most jealous heart....
there i stood my thought ,hopes & desires were slaughtered without mercy & with no plan,....i felt like i had died...i sat down unaccompanied with a trench of disbelief ,absorbing the brutal murder of my reality.....yes i know what you all are thinking!!!!!but in those few seconds i played out the future with him ,he was my reality for few seconds.....i hope i see him again,til then i will keep playing out my make belief reality in my head my secret crush....
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