not so used to sharing my feelings or thoughts with people but i cant bear it any longer its killing me.today,i started blogging because i am so tired of being alone,uncomfortable with myself,ugly,no one to talk to and lots more.i feel GOD has turned his back against me thus my misfortunes and bad-luck.
yes they say what goes around comes around.i have toyed with a lot of peoples hearts and heads feeling very special wit my self i guess that explains the loneliness path......
it started out as a fun thing to do but now its a habit,its like no one is good enough for me that's probably why i have never been in a relationship,this is what i cant explain........
over the years i have moved from good -OK-bad-worst;now i am at a point of no return,people assume that i do not have feelings because i hide them...the truth is i hurt inside everyday thinking,wondering what i have become , i am now at a point of no return....pondering on how i let it get s bad.....and what i feel this way...
i have been waiting my whole life on a ring to prove i am not alone....did i make a mistake or did i do the right thing?either way its too late another girl got the ring.....
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